What I’ve come to realise;
- I don’t really need to be stressing over school so much.
Today we had a mental health day at school, and we had this test to test our stress, anxiety and depression levels. I’m fairly average and normal with anxiety and depression but my score for stress was severe stress! CRAP.
My after school plan doesn’t necessarily require an ATAR so to speak, but I’m getting one anyway just ‘in case’, and the fact that every night I’m always thinking, “Oh God, I have to do this and that! Shit, shit, shit, goodbye sleep!” and “Fuck, why didn’t I do this instead of watching TV, oh damn, oh damn..” and it just keeps on going like a constant flow of worry and regret.
University is the backup if I don’t get into animation in USA, so essentially, I’m fretting over something so silly like getting an ATAR of 90.00 (really not needed if I’m entering Uni as a mature student) when I should really be relaxed and focusing on drawing and living life like a teenager! Man, I’m stupid.
